Friday, September 6, 2013
Winter Wonderland
Small freezing crystals fall from the sky, blanketing the earth in a soft white snow. Far away lays a land that goes by the name “Winter Wonderland” somewhere different than everything else in the whole world, glistening white snow, falling from the dark grey sky, creating layers, making the front yard look wonderful, and the trees appearance is never a problem. The dark branches contrast the white snow while the rooftops are covered with a sheet of glistening crystal making them sparkle.
The wind has a piercing feeling beautiful being far, but painful when it's around you, the sun is barely out and the sky soon becomes a light grey. But when the soft snow begins to fall, it transforms to a baby's blanket across the land, it covers everything, makes everything so bright and alive. I stood there watching families under blankets in one bed and kids playing around with snow with their smile never leaving their face, and suddenly a tear ran down my face…
I tried to distract myself by looking out the window and watched the little specks of snow float till they reached the ground, the smell of winter crisp air filled the sky around that even fire can’t erase it away…I decided to grab my coat and go outside to have a glimpse at life in my own eyes, as I stepped on the snow I felt it crackle below my feet leaving my personal imprint on the world. It began to swirl around me as if I were dancing along with it. Everyone around me was bundled up from head to toe, wrapped in scarves and coats, hands with mittens and toes with boots. The children were playing everywhere; building snowmen, fighting with snowballs, and making snow angels across the new land. The sound of laughter, screams, and cheers filled the air with a pleasant mixture.
Deep in the crowd a little girl caught my eyes, walking in her mother’s hand and trying to catch snowflakes before they reach the ground, she wore the exact same dress as the one buried somewhere in my closet and had a heart full of innocence.
A smile was drown on my face as soon as I recognized her, I jumped to the rooftop and dangled my hands to the air like I used to do as a little girl, the wind started taking things into action and it sent my hair flowing behind me, it was the closest thing I had to flying. I sat down looking at the sky and feeling the weight of the world being removed from my shoulders.
Coming back to reality I looked down at the girl and smiled back thanking her for bringing me to life, for re-uniting me with the innocence that was corrupted by the universe, and it’s like she understood me, she winked and vanished in the air, my breath turned to ice as I made my way back to my window. I took my cup of hot chocolate, my favorite book and I sat down next to the fire forgetting everything about life and hopping inside one of my old fairytales. Winter Wonderland is the time of laughs, cheers, tears, screams and most importantly memories. It's always remembered never forgotten.
Thursday, September 5, 2013
The journey with Insanity to Happiness
In our universe we seem to forget what makes us happy, we indulge ourselves in the crap of life and never find a way to look at the world and what it offers… We lose track of motivation and passion, drive away from the right path and couldn’t get back again…
I found myself again and it’s my duty to let you guys on the ride…the rule is simple: GO EXTREMELY CRAZY! Yes you heard right, do what make other people wonder about your sanity…
Try to hear what’s inside you, trust your instincts and don’t think of what you hear, just go with the flow…During the moments of thinking the brain creates so much noise for the soul to be heard or even to be active, so just ignore it and find your inner self…You might do things out of the ordinary and go out of your comfort zone but trust me on that, it will be worth it…
Once you find yourself smiling and feeling positive you will know that you’re moving in the right direction because that’s the second step of finding your passion and doing exactly what you love without fear of judgments…and here’s a little tip, when you’re walking in the street have a “Smile” on your face, this smile can help make other people’s days, and also it make you feel confident and positive…
Dancing is something that you only do when you’re happy. The next time it’s pouring with rain, go out into the street and do a happy dance. Go crazy and be happy to be alive. Feel the water stream down your face and soak your clothes. Remember my rule, yes we all share insanity that only few will understand!
Instead of always wanting something in return for helping someone, help someone without wanting anything in return. Go out of your way to make a difference, break a sweat, use some of your resources and make that person’s load lighter.
No matter what you’ve done or accomplished in life, you have some wisdom that you can share with others. Teach someone what you’re learned from being alive, and share your greatest tips, tricks and secrets on how to make the most of the time we have on this planet. Trust me you will find yourself by teaching others…
You can learn to do new things too, Music is one of the most beautiful things of life, and no one can live life without music. It’s the rhythm to your soul the style of your life and the tunes that you’re lingering to speak…Learning to play an instrument is really not as hard as you think. 1 Hour a day for a few weeks and you’ll have a decent ability to play some nice melodies.
You may think that your life suck, and that you don’t have a purpose, but you’re wrong. There is something in this world that you were born to do, and you should do what you can to discover your life’s purpose…a nice advice is to try to see the “Outer-net” step out of your laptop screen, see life in your own eyes, socialize and make real friends…Have the most of fun and taste the beauty of nature in the cold or hot days…witness a sunrise and a sunset and try to focus on the colors of the sky as it shines with orange-reddish colors that magically light up your day…With nature comes life and with life comes happiness…Live it, be passionate!
I found myself again and it’s my duty to let you guys on the ride…the rule is simple: GO EXTREMELY CRAZY! Yes you heard right, do what make other people wonder about your sanity…
Try to hear what’s inside you, trust your instincts and don’t think of what you hear, just go with the flow…During the moments of thinking the brain creates so much noise for the soul to be heard or even to be active, so just ignore it and find your inner self…You might do things out of the ordinary and go out of your comfort zone but trust me on that, it will be worth it…
Once you find yourself smiling and feeling positive you will know that you’re moving in the right direction because that’s the second step of finding your passion and doing exactly what you love without fear of judgments…and here’s a little tip, when you’re walking in the street have a “Smile” on your face, this smile can help make other people’s days, and also it make you feel confident and positive…
Dancing is something that you only do when you’re happy. The next time it’s pouring with rain, go out into the street and do a happy dance. Go crazy and be happy to be alive. Feel the water stream down your face and soak your clothes. Remember my rule, yes we all share insanity that only few will understand!
Instead of always wanting something in return for helping someone, help someone without wanting anything in return. Go out of your way to make a difference, break a sweat, use some of your resources and make that person’s load lighter.
No matter what you’ve done or accomplished in life, you have some wisdom that you can share with others. Teach someone what you’re learned from being alive, and share your greatest tips, tricks and secrets on how to make the most of the time we have on this planet. Trust me you will find yourself by teaching others…
You can learn to do new things too, Music is one of the most beautiful things of life, and no one can live life without music. It’s the rhythm to your soul the style of your life and the tunes that you’re lingering to speak…Learning to play an instrument is really not as hard as you think. 1 Hour a day for a few weeks and you’ll have a decent ability to play some nice melodies.
You may think that your life suck, and that you don’t have a purpose, but you’re wrong. There is something in this world that you were born to do, and you should do what you can to discover your life’s purpose…a nice advice is to try to see the “Outer-net” step out of your laptop screen, see life in your own eyes, socialize and make real friends…Have the most of fun and taste the beauty of nature in the cold or hot days…witness a sunrise and a sunset and try to focus on the colors of the sky as it shines with orange-reddish colors that magically light up your day…With nature comes life and with life comes happiness…Live it, be passionate!
Wednesday, September 4, 2013
Catching a glimpse of heaven
I took a walk along the shore with the sand squishing slowly through my
toes as the cold breeze sifted through my skin blowing my hair; I
inhaled every single particle of it. While I was looking to the sea, the
rest of the world just slipped away with the waves, however the smell
of the water and the feeling of the soft delicate sand were relaxing
enough to make me forget about my worries.
As I stood still the waves brushed away the sand grains underneath me, my feet printed a mark, a mark that couldn’t be erased just like when someone leaves a print in your heart; in that one moment I remembered all my childhood memories and how I was thrilled to be at the shore when I was a little girl, making sand castles with my father, things that couldn’t be removed from my heart; I looked at the waves and how it danced to take the sand away and flashed back to when I danced on these golden tiny particles while the warm breeze carried me to the water. Suddenly a wave crashed in with a thump, sending cold spray across my face. While inhaling the freshly-salted air, I listened as the hissing foam boiled about briefly before slowly draining out again. Thousands upon thousands of cobble stones were displaced by the flow, and they rolled with the water, clapping against each other like a distant cheering crowd. It rose in pitch until another wave thudded against the shore.
I wanted to jump in, let the waves move me along its delicate dance routines, suppress me and make me feel that I'm not the only thing that matters in the world, that I'm not alone; but I couldn’t, the weather was cold, though a few drops of summer still lingered in the air. The sand was a shimmering expanse of endless white, cushioning the oceans eternal arrival. Just as I sat down my mind started to unwind. The many spectacular sights jumped at my eyes. As far as I can see there is turquoise water in front of me.
The sound of the water was like music. The waves hit the sand and moved back making a sweet melody and the rustling of leaves, also the small orchestra of birds are amazingly soothing and relaxing…everything made me illusion that I’m in a whole new world. I bit down my tongue, closed my eyes and I lied down on the sand; it was cold underneath me, but it was somehow comforting. I looked up to the sky and saw the bright moon illuminating the sky and shining like a large quarter in the expanse of navy blue above me; the stars covered the whole sky like a blanket around it. I wonder if I’ll have the courage to stay while the glowing warmth is replaced by silvery tones.
I closed my eyes and smelled the salty humid air; as the tide hit on shore, the spray of water splashed on my skin, refreshing it was. I felt like as if I had drunk a glass of cold water on a hot summer day, and it drove the worm of sleepiness out of my mind. The salty air blowing on my face felt wet and cool as it passed by; taking a deep breath, it was the unique smell of sea coming with this blowing wind flow into my nose. How fresh and special the smell was, it left me with a deep memory.
Everything flashed up to me and I knew this wasn't going to last forever, in this moment I knew that I should open my eyes and face reality; suddenly the cold rough wind blew at me, made me shiver. I didn’t want to leave this amazing heaven, it was soothing how A breeze wafts across my cheek, it is not really a breeze so much as it is a waft of disturbed air.
I sat on the cooling sand watching the seagulls walking along the shoreline, laughing at their antics as the waves lap at their feet, hoping that I could freeze this moment and never wake up. Here I don't have to worry about anything, it wraps away all my stresses; it takes me into nature, as if I’m a part of it. How beautiful the view is! I felt like in dream, in paradise.
I looked at the sparkling sea, as the sun began to rise with its shining rays that hugged the sky and gave it warmness and I smiled, the perfect seal of the horizon begins to break revealing the gleaming crown of the sun - a new day has begun- . My worries disappeared as the crystal water touched my toes, its cold soft touch echoed through my body. The tide was so slow and delicate in swallowing the sand beneath my feet; I hardly noticed the small fish in this glass like water edging further and further. The dawn was very breath-taking painting the water with the reflection of reddish yellow tones brilliant pink and orange that spread across the sky. As the colors swirled together in a muddled mass across the sky, I took a long breath, closed my eyes letting myself absorb the glistening rays of sunshine, smiled and continued drifting along the shoreline, taken in by the soothing atmosphere that encircled me.
As I stood still the waves brushed away the sand grains underneath me, my feet printed a mark, a mark that couldn’t be erased just like when someone leaves a print in your heart; in that one moment I remembered all my childhood memories and how I was thrilled to be at the shore when I was a little girl, making sand castles with my father, things that couldn’t be removed from my heart; I looked at the waves and how it danced to take the sand away and flashed back to when I danced on these golden tiny particles while the warm breeze carried me to the water. Suddenly a wave crashed in with a thump, sending cold spray across my face. While inhaling the freshly-salted air, I listened as the hissing foam boiled about briefly before slowly draining out again. Thousands upon thousands of cobble stones were displaced by the flow, and they rolled with the water, clapping against each other like a distant cheering crowd. It rose in pitch until another wave thudded against the shore.
I wanted to jump in, let the waves move me along its delicate dance routines, suppress me and make me feel that I'm not the only thing that matters in the world, that I'm not alone; but I couldn’t, the weather was cold, though a few drops of summer still lingered in the air. The sand was a shimmering expanse of endless white, cushioning the oceans eternal arrival. Just as I sat down my mind started to unwind. The many spectacular sights jumped at my eyes. As far as I can see there is turquoise water in front of me.
The sound of the water was like music. The waves hit the sand and moved back making a sweet melody and the rustling of leaves, also the small orchestra of birds are amazingly soothing and relaxing…everything made me illusion that I’m in a whole new world. I bit down my tongue, closed my eyes and I lied down on the sand; it was cold underneath me, but it was somehow comforting. I looked up to the sky and saw the bright moon illuminating the sky and shining like a large quarter in the expanse of navy blue above me; the stars covered the whole sky like a blanket around it. I wonder if I’ll have the courage to stay while the glowing warmth is replaced by silvery tones.
I closed my eyes and smelled the salty humid air; as the tide hit on shore, the spray of water splashed on my skin, refreshing it was. I felt like as if I had drunk a glass of cold water on a hot summer day, and it drove the worm of sleepiness out of my mind. The salty air blowing on my face felt wet and cool as it passed by; taking a deep breath, it was the unique smell of sea coming with this blowing wind flow into my nose. How fresh and special the smell was, it left me with a deep memory.
Everything flashed up to me and I knew this wasn't going to last forever, in this moment I knew that I should open my eyes and face reality; suddenly the cold rough wind blew at me, made me shiver. I didn’t want to leave this amazing heaven, it was soothing how A breeze wafts across my cheek, it is not really a breeze so much as it is a waft of disturbed air.
I sat on the cooling sand watching the seagulls walking along the shoreline, laughing at their antics as the waves lap at their feet, hoping that I could freeze this moment and never wake up. Here I don't have to worry about anything, it wraps away all my stresses; it takes me into nature, as if I’m a part of it. How beautiful the view is! I felt like in dream, in paradise.
I looked at the sparkling sea, as the sun began to rise with its shining rays that hugged the sky and gave it warmness and I smiled, the perfect seal of the horizon begins to break revealing the gleaming crown of the sun - a new day has begun- . My worries disappeared as the crystal water touched my toes, its cold soft touch echoed through my body. The tide was so slow and delicate in swallowing the sand beneath my feet; I hardly noticed the small fish in this glass like water edging further and further. The dawn was very breath-taking painting the water with the reflection of reddish yellow tones brilliant pink and orange that spread across the sky. As the colors swirled together in a muddled mass across the sky, I took a long breath, closed my eyes letting myself absorb the glistening rays of sunshine, smiled and continued drifting along the shoreline, taken in by the soothing atmosphere that encircled me.
Innocence Flew Free
Born far away, the purest simplest form of life away from all the corruption of the universe, with the innocence of a little child and the heart of the ocean…However, she wanted to fly away, thinking that by jumping and escaping everything she would be free, so she took off and started going with the wind wherever it sets…
Flew miles and miles away, she didn’t think about anything except herself and what she wanted to do with her life, she knew that she’s the only thing that matters and nobody can catch her or help her in these insecurities…She didn’t mind spending all of her life flying and she didn’t even know where she would end up or who she will meet, but kept on fighting for her freedom.
The wind was so rough, she tried to survive but failed and thought about giving up, at this moment came a sweet breeze of cold air, reminding her that she is still alive and all what matters is that she can still breathe. So she kept her strength and determination until she hit a cloud, didn’t know that all of her worries would fade away with a bump on the way and didn’t realize that this cloud could have been her home, instead of setting and relaxing she fought with the cloud to let her go, wanted to fly free not bounded by any limits or traps, little she didn’t know that this could have been her savior.
As she flew, she started to open her eyes and see life the way it is, all these thunders and rage of the environment around her and everything started to hit her in the face, telling her “you can never be free, you must do what is destined for you and what society bounds you to” she could have been broken into pieces or fading away but instead she fought back, remained strong and crystal clear in this entire impure world of impossibilities and boundaries.
Her speed was exceeding her limits, she felt free and wanted to explore all the restrictions, naive and pure she didn’t know anything in that world. Kept looking as she flew but didn’t understand why would people be that cruel to destroy themselves by the simplest means, and why would people do what they are told without even thinking it through, she never understood why human beings became like robots, they lock their minds or their creativity and decide to go with the flow without having any voice of their own…
All she hoped for was peace and love, she wanted to have her freedom by thinking that she can live against what people do or say, dust and rusty drops
landed on her, from all what she wanted to have, her pureness was fading and she didn’t know…She wanted to have a voice, have a place where she can be heard without people stepping on her or hating her, she dreamt of freedom, not any freedom, but freedom of minds…
Trying and trying so hard to fit in the world where she had no place in, she was so close to hitting the floor when suddenly another waft of air blew her away, rescuing and moving her from this cruel land, with the summer breeze breaking in she enjoyed flying and forgot that she could disappear if she lost control of herself…flying so hard she ended up vaporizing in the air and all of the innocence disappeared with her…
A simple rain drop is all what she really was from the day she was born until her disappearance, she never knew that she can never fit and survive between all of these imperfections and impossibilities. Born so pure and dying crystal clear, that’s how she was and will always be, a drop who wanted to find her way in the universe…
Flew miles and miles away, she didn’t think about anything except herself and what she wanted to do with her life, she knew that she’s the only thing that matters and nobody can catch her or help her in these insecurities…She didn’t mind spending all of her life flying and she didn’t even know where she would end up or who she will meet, but kept on fighting for her freedom.
The wind was so rough, she tried to survive but failed and thought about giving up, at this moment came a sweet breeze of cold air, reminding her that she is still alive and all what matters is that she can still breathe. So she kept her strength and determination until she hit a cloud, didn’t know that all of her worries would fade away with a bump on the way and didn’t realize that this cloud could have been her home, instead of setting and relaxing she fought with the cloud to let her go, wanted to fly free not bounded by any limits or traps, little she didn’t know that this could have been her savior.
As she flew, she started to open her eyes and see life the way it is, all these thunders and rage of the environment around her and everything started to hit her in the face, telling her “you can never be free, you must do what is destined for you and what society bounds you to” she could have been broken into pieces or fading away but instead she fought back, remained strong and crystal clear in this entire impure world of impossibilities and boundaries.
Her speed was exceeding her limits, she felt free and wanted to explore all the restrictions, naive and pure she didn’t know anything in that world. Kept looking as she flew but didn’t understand why would people be that cruel to destroy themselves by the simplest means, and why would people do what they are told without even thinking it through, she never understood why human beings became like robots, they lock their minds or their creativity and decide to go with the flow without having any voice of their own…
All she hoped for was peace and love, she wanted to have her freedom by thinking that she can live against what people do or say, dust and rusty drops
Trying and trying so hard to fit in the world where she had no place in, she was so close to hitting the floor when suddenly another waft of air blew her away, rescuing and moving her from this cruel land, with the summer breeze breaking in she enjoyed flying and forgot that she could disappear if she lost control of herself…flying so hard she ended up vaporizing in the air and all of the innocence disappeared with her…
A simple rain drop is all what she really was from the day she was born until her disappearance, she never knew that she can never fit and survive between all of these imperfections and impossibilities. Born so pure and dying crystal clear, that’s how she was and will always be, a drop who wanted to find her way in the universe…
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